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第6章 ONLY A DREAM

Chorus:

Only a dream.

A distant view.

Only a wish

that never has come true

and lived for me.

Wishing for something that

I can never have

is nothing new.

Only a beat

within my heart.

A fairy tale

that never had a start.

A fantasy.

Love! I feel the magic growing

of your love but there's no knowing

Who she is or where she is

Because

she's just a gleam.

Just a hope that clings

and always brings

only a dream.

Well, the melody was beautiful anyway.

* * * *

There were others; I was grinding them out like sausages: SOMEONE I KNOW, ROLLIN' ALONG, ONLY YOU, UNDER A SPELL, THE LAMP I SEE FROM MY WINDOW, EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU, etc. Often not completed or not worth completing.

My next songwriting opportunity came in 1943, at Cornell University when I enlisted in the A.S.T.P. (Army Specialized Training Program.) Actually, I can't recall having spare time for song writing. At any rate I'm sure I couldn't have thought up a rhyme for our residence hall named Cascadilla.

Next came the Infantry (A.S.T.P. students tossed into it – not too happily.) World War Two limited my song writing opportunities. I did enter a contest (sponsored by the Army I assume) to write an Army oriented lyric for an already existing song. Mine was:

Forgotten first line

When you hear those 88's (German shell)

Dig without ado, digga-do, do, do.

Dig without ado, digga-do.

I didn't win – or place in that contest.

One more song militarily "inspired." This one written while I was on guard duty in England. (December 1944) Not too difficult to assess my frame of mind. I titled it LA VALSE DE MéMORIE. Ouch.

Verse:

Night's are long in the winter.

They're bleak with the cold and the dark.

The warmth of my youth

has departed.

The fingers of time

left their mark.

Chorus: (or as I wrote it: TRISTEMENT: ouch again.)

When I am alone

with the night

and the winds lonely moan.

The memories I've made

whisper by

in an endless parade.

I see days I've spent

and how little I've gained.

I see good I've meant

and how promises waned.

The ghosts of the past

flutter into my room

and the host of them last

as the stars and the moon.

But all night must pass

and the darkness must blend into day.

So winter through fall

These are things

that the past

sends my way.

Gone is my youth

like the leaves from the trees.

All I have left

are my memories.

A few weeks later, my Division (89th) ended up in Germany. More fun than my song. At least I got a novel out of it.

* * * *

Next came college – The University of Missouri, (1946) – after several years of post-Army employment. I went to Missouri because 1. They had a well-regarded Journalism School and 2. It was the only college that would accept me with no language credit. The high school I attended – God knows why – Brooklyn Technical High School – didn't require a language. I could have, I suppose, enrolled in a technical college, like M.I.T. or CalTech but I didn't want to. I was immersed in creative aspiration by then and opted to 1. Write stories. 2. Write songs – too. I think I wrote more songs in that period (1946-1949) than I ever did before – or since for that matter.

My initial venture was for a J. School Musical – IN KING ARTHUR – written and (I believe) directed by an upper classman named Don MacKay. (Sp. could be off.) I wrote several songs for that show. Its leading man was a student named Stanley Nierstedt. (Later, turning professional, he became Stanley Grover. I think Grover was his middle name.) For him, I wrote:

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