In the next Place it occurr'd to me，that albeit the Usage they thus gave one another，was thus brutish and inhuman；yet it was really nothing to me：These People had done me Injury. That if they attempted me，or I saw it necessary my immediate Preservation to fall upon them，something might be said for it；but that as I was yet out of their Power，and they had really no Knowledge of me，and consequently sign upon me；and therefore it could not be just for to fall upon them. That this would justify the Conduct the Spaniards in all their Barbarities practis'd in America，and where they destroy'd Millions of these People，who however they were Idolaters and Barbarians，and had several bloody and barbarous Rites in their Customs，such as sacrificing human Bodies to their Idols，were yet，as to the Spaniards，very innocent People；and that the rooting them out of the Country，is spoken of with the utmost Abhorrence and Detestation，by even the Spaniards themselves，at this Time；and by all other Christian Nations of Europe，as a meer Butchery，a bloody and unnatural Piece of Cruelty，unjustifiable either to God or Man；and such，as for which the very Name of a Spaniard is reckon'd to be frightful and terrible to all People of Humanity，or of Christian Compassion：As if the Kingdom of Spain were particularly Eminent for the Product of a Race of Men，who were without Principles of Tenderness，or the common Bowels of Pity to the Miserable，which is reckon'd to be a Mark of generous Temper in the Mind.
These Considerations really put me to a Pause，and to a kind of a Full-stop；and I began by little and little to be off of my Design，and to conclude，I had taken wrong Measures in my Resolutions to attack the Savages；that it was not my Business to meddle with them，unless they first attack'd me，and this it was my Business if possible to prevent；but that if I were discover'd，and attack'd，then I knew my Duty.
On the other hand，I argu'd with my self，That this really was the way not to deliver my self，but entirely to ruin and destroy my self；for unless I was sure to kill every one that not only should be on Shore at that Time，but that should ever come on Shore afterwards，if but one of them escap'd，to tell their Country People what had happen'd，they would come over again by Thousands to revenge the Death of their Fellows，and 1 should only bring upon my self a certain Destruction，which at present I had no manner of occasion for.
Upon the whole I concluded，That neither in Principle or in Policy，I ought one way or other to concern my self in this Affair. That my Business was by all possible Means to conceal my self from them，and not to leave the least Signal to them to guess by，that there were any living Creatures upon the Island；I mean of humane Shape.
Religion joyn'd in with this Prudential，and I was convinc'd now many Ways，that I was perfectly out of my Duty，when I was laying all my bloody Schemes for the Destruction of innocent Creatures，I mean innocent as to me：As to the Crimes they were guilty of towards one another，I had nothing to do with them；they were National，and I ought to leave them to the Justice of God，who is the Governour of Nations，and knows how by National Punishments to make a just Retribution for National Offences；and to bring publick Judgments upon those who offend in a publick Manner，by such Ways as best pleases him.
This appear'd so clear to me now，that nothing was a greater Satisfaction to me，than that I had not been suffer'd to do a Thing which I now saw so much Reason to believe would have been no less a Sin，than that of wilful Murther，if I had committed it；and I gave most humble Thanks on my Knees to God，that had thus deliver'd me from Blood-Guiltiness；beseeching him to grant me the Protection of his Providence，that I might not fall into the Hands of the Barbarians；or that I might not lay my Hands upon them，unless I had a more clear Call from Heaven to do it，in Defence of my own Life.
In this Disposition I continu'd，for near a Year after this；and so far was I from desiring an Occasion for falling upon these Wretches，that in all that Time，I never once went up the Hill to see whether there were any of them in Sight，or to know whether any of them had been on Shore there，or not，that I might not be tempted to renew any of my Contrivances against them，or be provok'd by any Advantage which might present it self，to fall upon them；only this I did I went and remov'd my Boat，which I had on the other Side the Island，and carry'd it down to the East End of the whole Island，where I ran it into a little Cove which I found under some high Rocks，and where I knew，by Reason of the Currents，the Savages durst not，at least would not come with their Boats，upon any Account whatsoever.
With my Boat I carry'd away every Thing that I had left there belonging to her，though not necessary for the bare going thither，viz. A Mast and Sail which I had made for her，and a Thing like an Anchor，but indeed which could not be call'd either Anchor or Grapling；however，it was the best I could make of its kind：All these I remov'd，that there might not be the least Shadow of any Discovery，or any Appearance of any Boat，or of any human Habitation upon the Island.
