Between eight and nine o'clock that evening, Eppie and Silas were seated alone in the cottage.After the great excitement the weaver had undergone from the events of the afternoon, he had felt a longing for this quietude, and had even begged Mrs.Winthrop and Aaron, who had naturally lingered behind every one else, to leave him alone with his child.The excitement had not passed away: it had only reached that stage when the keenness of the susceptibility makes external stimulus intolerable--when there is no sense of weariness, but rather an intensity of inward life, under which sleep is an impossibility.Any one who has watched such moments in other men remembers the brightness of the eyes and the strange definiteness that comes over coarse features from that transient influence.It is as if a new fineness of ear for all spiritual voices had sent wonder-working vibrations through the heavy mortal frame--as if "beauty born of murmuring sound" had passed into the face of the listener.
Silas's face showed that sort of transfiguration, as he sat in his arm-chair and looked at Eppie.She had drawn her own chair towards his knees, and leaned forward, holding both his hands, while she looked up at him.On the table near them, lit by a candle, lay the recovered gold--the old long-loved gold, ranged in orderly heaps, as Silas used to range it in the days when it was his only joy.He had been telling her how he used to count it every night, and how his soul was utterly desolate till she was sent to him.
"At first, I'd a sort o' feeling come across me now and then," he was saying in a subdued tone, "as if you might be changed into the gold again; for sometimes, turn my head which way I would, I seemed to see the gold; and I thought I should be glad if I could feel it, and find it was come back.But that didn't last long.After a bit, I should have thought it was a curse come again, if it had drove you from me, for I'd got to feel the need o' your looks and your voice and the touch o' your little fingers.You didn't know then, Eppie, when you were such a little un--you didn't know what your old father Silas felt for you.""But I know now, father," said Eppie."If it hadn't been for you, they'd have taken me to the workhouse, and there'd have been nobody to love me.""Eh, my precious child, the blessing was mine.If you hadn't been sent to save me, I should ha' gone to the grave in my misery.The money was taken away from me in time; and you see it's been kept--kept till it was wanted for you.It's wonderful--our life is wonderful."Silas sat in silence a few minutes, looking at the money."It takes no hold of me now," he said, ponderingly--"the money doesn't.I wonder if it ever could again--I doubt it might, if Ilost you, Eppie.I might come to think I was forsaken again, and lose the feeling that God was good to me."At that moment there was a knocking at the door; and Eppie was obliged to rise without answering Silas.Beautiful she looked, with the tenderness of gathering tears in her eyes and a slight flush on her cheeks, as she stepped to open the door.The flush deepened when she saw Mr.and Mrs.Godfrey Cass.She made her little rustic curtsy, and held the door wide for them to enter.
"We're disturbing you very late, my dear," said Mrs.Cass, taking Eppie's hand, and looking in her face with an expression of anxious interest and admiration.Nancy herself was pale and tremulous.
Eppie, after placing chairs for Mr.and Mrs.Cass, went to stand against Silas, opposite to them.
"Well, Marner," said Godfrey, trying to speak with perfect firmness, "it's a great comfort to me to see you with your money again, that you've been deprived of so many years.It was one of my family did you the wrong--the more grief to me--and I feel bound to make up to you for it in every way.Whatever I can do for you will be nothing but paying a debt, even if I looked no further than the robbery.But there are other things I'm beholden--shall be beholden to you for, Marner."Godfrey checked himself.It had been agreed between him and his wife that the subject of his fatherhood should be approached very carefully, and that, if possible, the disclosure should be reserved for the future, so that it might be made to Eppie gradually.Nancy had urged this, because she felt strongly the painful light in which Eppie must inevitably see the relation between her father and mother.
Silas, always ill at ease when he was being spoken to by "betters", such as Mr.Cass--tall, powerful, florid men, seen chiefly on horseback--answered with some constraint--"Sir, I've a deal to thank you for a'ready.As for the robbery, Icount it no loss to me.And if I did, you couldn't help it: you aren't answerable for it.""You may look at it in that way, Marner, but I never can; and Ihope you'll let me act according to my own feeling of what's just.
I know you're easily contented: you've been a hard-working man all your life.""Yes, sir, yes," said Marner, meditatively."I should ha' been bad off without my work: it was what I held by when everything else was gone from me.""Ah," said Godfrey, applying Marner's words simply to his bodily wants, "it was a good trade for you in this country, because there's been a great deal of linen-weaving to be done.But you're getting rather past such close work, Marner: it's time you laid by and had some rest.You look a good deal pulled down, though you're not an old man, _are_ you?""Fifty-five, as near as I can say, sir," said Silas.
"Oh, why, you may live thirty years longer--look at old Macey!
