"Now suppose that M.Rodin, putting things in their worst light, had some after-thought--that he hopes to be liberally rewarded, for instance;
hitherto, at least, he has shown complete disinterestedness."
"That also is true, madame," said poor Mother Bunch, obliged, like Adrienne, to admit the evidence of fixed facts.
"Now let us look to the possibility of treachery.Unite with the Abbe d'Aigrigny to betray me! Betray me?--how? and for what purpose? What have I to fear? Is it not the Abbe d'Aigrigny, on the contrary, is it not Madame de Saint-Dizier, who have to render an account for the injuries they have done me?"
"But, then, madame, how do you explain the meeting of these two men, who have so many motives for mutual aversion? May there not be some dark project still behind? Besides, madame, I am not the only one to think so."
"How is that?"
"This morning, on my return, I was so much agitated, that Mdlle.Florine asked me the cause of my trouble.I know, madame, how much she is devoted to you."
"Nobody could be more so; only recently, you yourself informed me of the signal service she rendered, during my confinement at Dr.Baleinier's."
"Well, madame, this morning, on my return, thinking it necessary to have you informed as soon as possible, I told all to Mdlle.Florine.Like me-
-even more, perhaps--she was terrified at the meeting of Rodin and M.
d'Aigrigny.
After a moment's reflection, she said to me: `It is, I think, useless to disturb my mistress at present; it can be of no importance whether she is informed of this treachery two or three hours sooner or later; during that time I may be able to discover something more.I have an idea, which I think a good one.Make my excuses to my mistress; I shall soon be back.' Then Florine sent for a hackney-coach, and went out."
"Florine is an excellent girl," said Mdlle.de Cardoville, with a smile, for further reflection had quite reassured her: "but, on this occasion, I think that her zeal and good heart have deceived her, as they have you, my poor friend.Do you know, that we are two madcaps, you and I, not to have thought of one thing, which would have put us quite at our ease?"
"How so, madame?"
"The Abbe d'Aigrigny fears M.Rodin; he may have sought him out, to entreat his forbearance.Do you not find this explanation both satisfactory and reasonable?"
"Perhaps so, madame," said Mother Bunch, after a moment's reflection;
"yes, it is probable." But after another silence, and as if yielding to a conviction superior to every possible argument, she exclaimed: "And yet, no; believe me, madame, you are deceived.I feel it.All appearances may be against what I affirm; yet, believe me, these presentiments are too strong not to be true.And have you not guessed the most secret instincts of my heart? Why should I not be able to guess the dangers with which you are menaced?"
"What do you say? what have I guessed?" replied Mdlle.de Cardoville, involuntarily impressed by the other's tone of conviction and alarm.
"What have you guessed?" resumed the latter."All the troublesome susceptibility of an unfortunate creature, to whom destiny has decreed a life apart.If I have hitherto been silent, it is not from ignorance of what I owe you.Who told you, madame, that the only way to make me accept your favors without blushing, was to give me some employment, that would enable me to soothe the misfortunes I had so long shared? Who told you, when you wished me to have a seat at your table, and to treat as your friend the poor needlewoman, in whose person you sought to honor, resignation and honest industry--who told you, when I answered with tears of gratitude and regret, that it was not false modesty, but a consciousness of my own ridiculous deformity, that made me refuse your offer? Who told you that, but for this, I should have accepted it proudly, in the name of all my low-born sisters? But you replied to me with the touching words: `I understand your refusal, my friend; it is not occasioned by false modesty, but by a sentiment of dignity that I love and respect.' "Who told you," continued the workgirl, with increasing animation, "that I should be so happy to find a little solitary retreat in this magnificent house, which dazzles me with its splendor? Who guided you in the choice of the apartment (still far too good) that you have provided for me? Who taught you, that, without envying the beauty of the charming creatures that surround you, and whom I love because they love you, I should always feel, by an involuntary comparison, embarrassed and ashamed before them? Who told you therefore to send them away, whenever you wished to speak with me? Yes! who has revealed to you all the painful and secret susceptibilities of a position like mine! Who has revealed them to you? God, no doubt! who in His infinite majesty creates worlds, and yet cares for the poor little insect hidden beneath the grass.And you think, that the gratitude of a heart you have understood so well, cannot rise in its turn to the knowledge of what may be hurtful to you? No, no, lady; some people have the instinct of self-
preservation; others have the still more precious instinct that enables them to preserve those they love.God has given me this instinct.I tell you that you are betrayed!" And with animated look, and cheeks slightly colored with emotion, the speaker laid such stress upon the last words, and accompanied them with such energetic gesture, that Mdlle.de Cardoville already shaken by the girl's warmth, began almost to share in her apprehensions.Then, although she had before learned to appreciate the superior intelligence of this poor child of the people, Mdlle.de Cardoville had never till now heard her friend express herself with so much eloquence--an eloquence, too, that was inspired by the noblest sentiments.This circumstance added to the impression made upon Adrienne.But at the moment she was about to answer, a knock was heard at the door of the room, and Florine entered.
