There he stood and looked silently, not understanding, not caring to inquire.Across the way a white-throat was singing, clear, beautiful, like the shadow of a dream.The girl stood listening.
Her small fair head was inclined ever so little sideways and her finger was on her lips as though she wished to still the very hush of night, to which impression the inclination of her supple body lent its grace.The moonlight shone full upon her countenance.
A little white face it was, with wide clear eyes and a sensitive, proud mouth that now half parted like a child's.Here eyebrows arched from her straight nose in the peculiarly graceful curve that falls just short of pride on the one side and of power on the other, to fill the eyes with a pathos of trust and innocence.The man watching could catch the poise of her long white neck and the molten moon-fire from her tumbled hair,--the color of corn-silk, but finer.
And yet these words meant nothing.A painter might have caught her charm, but he must needs be a poet as well,--and a great poet, one capable of grandeurs and subtleties.
To the young man standing there rapt in the spell of vague desire, of awakened vision, she seemed most like a flower or a mist.He tried to find words to formulate her to himself, but did not succeed.
Always it came back to the same idea--the flower and the mist.Like the petals of a flower most delicate was her questioning, upturned face; like the bend of a flower most rare the stalk of her graceful throat; like the poise of a flower most dainty the attitude of her beautiful, perfect body sheathed in a garment that outlined each movement, for the instant in suspense.Like a mist the glimmering of her skin, the shining of her hair, the elusive moonlike quality of her whole personality as she stood there in the ghost-like clearing listening, her fingers on her lips.
Behind her lurked the low, even shadow of the forest where the moon was not, a band of velvet against which the girl and the light-touched twigs and bushes and grass blades were etched like frost against a black window pane.There was something, too, of the frost-work's evanescent spiritual quality in the scene,--as though at any moment, with a puff of the balmy summer wind, the radiant glade, the hovering figure, the filagreed silver of the entire setting would melt into the accustomed stern and menacing forest of the northland, with its wolves, and its wild deer, and the voices of its sterner calling.
Thorpe held his breath and waited.Again the white-throat lifted his clear, spiritual note across the brightness, slow, trembling with.The girl never moved.She stood in the moonlight like a beautiful emblem of silence, half real, half fancy, part woman, wholly divine, listening to the little bird's message.
For the third time the song shivered across the night, then Thorpe with a soft sob, dropped his face in his hands and looked no more.
He did not feel the earth beneath his knees, nor the whip of the sumach across his face; he did not see the moon shadows creep slowly along the fallen birch; nor did he notice that the white-throat had hushed its song.His inmost spirit was shaken.
Something had entered his soul and filled it to the brim, so that he dared no longer stand in the face of radiance until he had accounted with himself.Another drop would overflow the cup.
Ah, sweet God, the beauty of it, the beauty of it! That questing, childlike starry gaze, seeking so purely to the stars themselves!
That flower face, those drooping, half parted lips! That inexpressible, unseizable something they had meant! Thorpe searched humbly--eagerly--then with agony through his troubled spirit, and in its furthermost depths saw the mystery as beautifully remote as ever.
It approached and swept over him and left him gasping passion-racked.
Ah, sweet God, the beauty of it! the beauty of it! the vision! the dream!
He trembled and sobbed with his desire to seize it, with his impotence to express it, with his failure even to appreciate it as his heart told him it should be appreciated.
He dared not look.At length he turned and stumbled back through the moonlit forest crying on his old gods in vain.
At the banks of the river he came to a halt.There in the velvet pines the moonlight slept calmly, and the shadows rested quietly under the breezeless sky.Near at hand the river shouted as ever its cry of joy over the vitality of life, like a spirited boy before the face of inscrutable nature.All else was silence.Then from the waste boomed a strange, hollow note, rising, dying, rising again, instinct with the spirit of the wilds.It fell, and far away sounded a heavy but distant crash.The cry lifted again.It was the first bull moose calling across the wilderness to his mate.
And then, faint but clear down the current of a chance breeze drifted the chorus of the Fighting Forty.
"The forests so brown at our stroke go down, And cities spring up where they fell;While logs well run and work well done Is the story the shanty boys tell."Thorpe turned from the river with a thrust forward of his head.He was not a religious man, and in his six years' woods experience had never been to church.Now he looked up over the tops of the pines to where the Pleiades glittered faintly among the brighter stars.
"Thanks, God," said he briefly.
Chapter XXXIX
For several days this impression satisfied him completely.He discovered, strangely enough, that his restlessness had left him, that once more he was able to give to his work his former energy and interest.It was as though some power had raised its finger and a storm had stilled, leaving calm, unruffled skies.
He did not attempt to analyze this; he did not even make an effort to contemplate it.His critical faculty was stricken dumb and it asked no questions of him.At a touch his entire life had changed.
