"At length, one day he returned to the cloister, and said firmly to the prior, 'Now I am ready.If God wills, I will finish my task.' The subject he selected was the Birth of Christ.A whole year he sat over it, without leaving his cell, barely sustaining himself with coarse food, and praying incessantly.At the end of the year the picture was ready.It was a really wonderful work.Neither prior nor brethren knew much about painting; but all were struck with the marvellous holiness of the figures.The expression of reverent humility and gentleness in the face of the Holy Mother, as she bent over the Child; the deep intelligence in the eyes of the Holy Child, as though he saw something afar; the triumphant silence of the Magi, amazed by the Divine Miracle, as they bowed at his feet: and finally, the indescribable peace which emanated from the whole picture--all this was presented with such strength and beauty, that the impression it made was magical.All the brethren threw themselves on their knees before it;and the prior, deeply affected, exclaimed, 'No, it is impossible for any artist, with the assistance only of earthly art, to produce such a picture: a holy, divine power has guided thy brush, and the blessing of Heaven rested upon thy labour!'
"By that time I had completed my education at the academy, received the gold medal, and with it the joyful hope of a journey to Italy--the fairest dream of a twenty-year-old artist.It only remained for me to take leave of my father, from whom I had been separated for twelve years.I confess that even his image had long faded from my memory.Ihad heard somewhat of his grim saintliness, and rather expected to meet a hermit of rough exterior, a stranger to everything in the world, except his cell and his prayers, worn out, tried up, by eternal fasting and penance.But how great was my surprise when a handsome old man stood before me! No traces of exhaustion were visible on his countenance: it beamed with the light of a heavenly joy.His beard, white as snow, and his thin, almost transparent hair of the same silvery hue, fell picturesquely upon his breast, and upon the folds of his black gown, even to the rope with which his poor monastic garb was girded.But most surprising to me of all was to hear from his mouth such words and thoughts about art as, I confess, I long shall bear in mind, and I sincerely wish that all my comrades would do the same.
"'I expected you, my son,' he said, when I approached for his blessing.'The path awaits you in which your life is henceforth to flow.Your path is pure--desert it not.You have talent: talent is the most priceless of God's gifts--destroy it not.Search out, subject all things to your brush; but in all see that you find the hidden soul, and most of all, strive to attain to the grand secret of creation.
Blessed is the elect one who masters that! There is for him no mean object in nature.In lowly themes the artist creator is as great as in great ones: in the despicable there is nothing for him to despise, for it passes through the purifying fire of his mind.An intimation of God's heavenly paradise is contained for the artist in art, and by that alone is it higher than all else.But by as much as triumphant rest is grander than every earthly emotion, by so much is the lofty creation of art higher than everything else on earth.Sacrifice everything to it, and love it with passion--not with the passion breathing with earthly desire, but a peaceful, heavenly passion.It cannot plant discord in the spirit, but ascends, like a resounding prayer, eternally to God.But there are moments, dark moments--' He paused, and I observed that his bright face darkened, as though some cloud crossed it for a moment.'There is one incident of my life,' he said.'Up to this moment, I cannot understand what that terrible being was of whom I painted a likeness.It was certainly some diabolical apparition.I know that the world denies the existence of the Devil, and therefore I will not speak of him.I will only say that I painted him with repugnance: I felt no liking for my work, even at the time.Itried to force myself, and, stifling every emotion in a hard-hearted way, to be true to nature.I have been informed that this portrait is passing from hand to hand, and sowing unpleasant impressions, inspiring artists with feelings of envy, of dark hatred towards their brethren, with malicious thirst for persecution and oppression.May the Almighty preserve you from such passions! There is nothing more terrible.'
"He blessed and embraced me.Never in my life was I so grandly moved.
Reverently, rather than with the feeling of a son, I leaned upon his breast, and kissed his scattered silver locks.
"Tears shone in his eyes.'Fulfil my one request, my son,' said he, at the moment of parting.'You may chance to see the portrait I have mentioned somewhere.You will know it at once by the strange eyes, and their peculiar expression.Destroy it at any cost.'
"Judge for yourselves whether I could refuse to promise, with an oath, to fulfil this request.In the space of fifteen years I had never succeeded in meeting with anything which in any way corresponded to the description given me by my father, until now, all of a sudden, at an auction--"The artist did not finish his sentence, but turned his eyes to the wall in order to glance once more at the portrait.The entire throng of auditors made the same movement, seeking the wonderful portrait with their eyes.But, to their extreme amazement, it was no longer on the wall.An indistinct murmur and exclamation ran through the crowd, and then was heard distinctly the word, "stolen." Some one had succeeded in carrying it off, taking advantage of the fact that the attention of the spectators was distracted by the story.And those present long remained in a state of surprise, not knowing whether they had really seen those remarkable eyes, or whether it was simply a dream which had floated for an instant before their eyesight, strained with long gazing at old pictures.
