登陆注册
5242200000152

第152章 Chapter 5(2)

(86) Her mind had taken a long excursion, wandered far into the vision of what a summer at Fawns, with Amerigo and Charlotte still more eminently in presence against that higher sky, would bring forth. Was n't her father meanwhile only pretending to talk of it? just as she was in a manner pretending to listen? He got off it finally, at all events, for the transition it could n't well help thrusting out at him; it had amounted exactly to an arrest of her private excursion by the sense that he had begun to IMITATE--oh as never yet!--the ancient tone of gold. It had verily come from him at last, the question of whether she thought it would be VERY good--but very good indeed--that he should leave England for a series of weeks on some pretext with the Prince. Then it had been that she was to know her husband's "menace" had n't really dropped, since she was face to face with the effect of it. Ah the effect of it had occupied all the rest of their walk, had stayed out with them and come home with them, besides making it impossible that they should n't presently feign to recollect how rejoining the child had been their original purpose. Maggie's uneffaced note was that it had, at the end of five minutes more, driven them to that endeavour as to a refuge, and caused them afterwards to rejoice, as well, that the boy's irrepressibly importunate company, in due course secured and enjoyed, with the extension imparted by his governess, a person expectant of consideration, constituted a cover for any awkwardness. For that was what it had all come to, that the dear man had spoken to her to TRY her--quite as he had been spoken to himself by Charlotte with the same (87) fine idea. The Princess took it in on the spot, firmly grasping it; she heard them together, her father and his wife, dealing with the queer case. "The Prince tells me that Maggie has a plan for your taking some foreign Journey with him, and as he likes to do everything she wants he has suggested my speaking to you for it as the thing most likely to make you consent. So I do speak--see?--being always so eager myself, as you know, to meet Maggie's wishes. I speak, but without quite understanding this time what she has in her head. Why SHOULD she of a sudden at this particular moment desire to ship you off together and remain here alone with me? The compliment's all to me, I admit, and you must decide quite as you like. The Prince is quite ready, evidently, to do his part--but you'll have it out with him. That is you'll have it out with HER" Something of that kind was what, in her mind's ear, Maggie heard--and this, after his waiting for her to appeal to him directly, was her father s invitation to her to have it out. Well, as she could say to herself all the rest of the day, that was what they did while they continued to sit there in their penny chairs, that was what they HAD done as much as they would now ever, ever, have out anything. The measure of this at least had been given, that each would fight to the last for the protection, for the perversion, of any real anxiety. She had confessed instantly, with her humbugging grin, not flinching by a hair, meeting his eyes as mildly as he met hers, she had confessed to her fancy that they might both, he and his son-in-law, have welcomed such an escapade, since they had both been so long so furiously domestic. (88) She had almost cocked her hat under the inspiration of this opportunity to hint how a couple of spirited young men, reacting from confinement and sallying forth arm-in-arm, might encounter the agreeable in forms that would strike them for the time at least as novel. She had felt for fifty seconds, with her eyes all so sweetly and falsely in her companion's, horribly vulgar; yet without minding it either--such luck should she have if to be nothing worse than horribly vulgar would see her through. "And I thought Amerigo might like it better," she had said, "than wandering off alone."

"Do you mean that he won't go unless I take him?"

She had considered here, and never in her life had she considered so promptly and so intently. If she really put it that way her husband, challenged, might belie the statement; so that what would THAT do but make her father wonder, make him perhaps ask straight out, why she was exerting pressure?

She could n't of course afford to be suspected for an instant of exerting pressure; which was why she was obliged only to make answer: "Would n't that be just what you must have out with HIM?"

"Decidedly--if he makes me the proposal. But he has n't made it yet."

Oh once more how she was to feel she had smirked! "Perhaps he's too shy!"

"Because you're so sure he so really wants my company?"

"I think he has thought you might like it."

"Well, I should--!" But with this he looked away from her, and she held her breath to hear him (89) either ask if she wished him to address the question to Amerigo straight, or enquire if she should be greatly disappointed by his letting it drop. What had "settled" her, as she was privately to call it, was that he had done neither of these things, and had thereby markedly stood off from the risk involved in trying to draw out her reason.

To attenuate on the other hand this appearance, and quite as if to fill out the too large receptacle made so musingly by his abstention, he had himself presently given her a reason--had positively spared her the effort of asking whether he judged Charlotte not to have approved. He had taken everything on himself--THAT was what had settled her. She had had to wait very little more to feel with this how much he was taking. The point he made was his lack of any eagerness to put time and space, on any such scale, between himself and his wife. He was n't so unhappy with her--far from it, and Maggie was to hold that he had grinned back, paternally, through his rather shielding glasses, in easy emphasis of this--as to be able to hint that he required the relief of absence. Therefore unless it was for the Prince himself--!

同类推荐
  • 佛说身观经

    佛说身观经

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
  • 内经药瀹

    内经药瀹

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
  • 奇门遁甲元灵经

    奇门遁甲元灵经

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
  • 胎金两界血脉

    胎金两界血脉

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
  • 太上老君说常清静经颂注

    太上老君说常清静经颂注

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
热门推荐
  • 农门长安

    农门长安

    安静穿越到了一个古代人人可欺的农女身上。穿越当天就被卖,好,手夺卖身契,脚踩渣爹娘,她的自由她掌握,她的婚姻她做主,她的未来她说了算,谁都别想对她指手画脚!安静霸气的将自己的卖身契往旁边汉子身上一拍:“收好,以后我就是你的了。”汉子:“……”汉子很宠她,她想做什么就做什么,还和她一起虐各种渣渣,两人小日子过得极其的滋润。就是汉子的身份……(爽文,男强女强,1v1宠文)
  • 瞿文懿公制科集

    瞿文懿公制科集

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
  • 后花园

    后花园

    组织局局长楚天舒大校平调大漠深处的C师任政治委员的消息一传出,机关大楼瞬时像炸开了。可不是,正师整整五年了,要下去升了也是个安慰,可这算是什么,非但没升,连原有的重要位子也没了。再则要去也去个好地方嘛,总部直属单位这么多,随便一抓都是师职单位。C师远离总部,偏僻不说,而且是个乙种师,这几年的景况更是一年不如一年。部队马上又面临整编,前景实在不容乐观。难道他犯政治错误了?或者犯了经济案?男女作风?要不就是跟领导闹别扭了?干事们在走廊窃窃私语,议论纷纷,虽说军官们都是从全军各个单位挑选来的,素质能力无可挑剔,可人员变动,议论总是免不了的。
  • 父亲的河流

    父亲的河流

    我父亲现在是个渔翁,此前,杨树村人都称他“刀老板”。对于我父亲曾经的闯荡,到现在的几乎无所事事,杨树村人在背后指指点点,但最终要说的话都化作一口唾沫,咽了下去。长江口在离我们杨树村400公里的地方,故意留了个兜子,别小看这个兜子,400多公里路程,洄游产籽的鱼都成熟了,“长江三鲜”就诞生在这里,这里河鱼丰富,江鱼更让人垂涎,那些杂鱼则被称为“江八鲜”。现在我父亲就在这个兜子里忙碌,每天从院门进进出出,夹杂着咳嗽声,身后总是散开一片烟雾。他抽的烟在我们杨树村算高级的,村里人说这是当年当老板落下的病——架势小不下来。
  • 要我拯救世界是不是搞错了什么

    要我拯救世界是不是搞错了什么

    黄昏之后,新神登顶,旧神陨落。神界混吃等死专业户夏修和新晋神明南希一起逃出神界,本想着游戏人间(吃喝嫖赌)却又被南希要挟拯救世界。夏修:拯救世界是不可能的,这一辈子都不可能。南希:坐标。夏修:南希姐姐~
  • 妖圣传

    妖圣传

    天空毫无征兆地暗了下来,无穷无尽的魃妖从天而降,黑压压一片,如蝗虫过境,遮天蔽日,开启了杀戮的饕餮盛宴!盘膝坐在一头魃妖背上,蓝枫遥看着跪地求饶的人们,漆黑的眸子里一片冷漠。一个本该意气风发的天才少年,在其人生最得意之时,遭遇了有生以来最残酷的打击,不仅被人强行抽干了身体血液,而且被灌注伪妖兽魃妖之血,导致修为尽丧、容貌尽毁,每天都遭受着魃毒侵蚀之苦。在经历了数年折磨之后,苦尽甘来,少年依仗炼化的魃毒,再度展露过人的天赋,向着大陆强者之巅发起了冲击。
  • 假小子的隐爱

    假小子的隐爱

    讲述了不同类型的四个男女相识、相恋的故事。
  • 珠花簃词话

    珠花簃词话

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
  • 电视摄像艺术

    电视摄像艺术

    本书对电视摄像艺术进行了全面的阐述,系统而概括地论述了电视摄像从入门到提高再到电视艺术创作需要掌握的技巧和方法。
  • 金刚三昧本性清净不坏不灭经

    金刚三昧本性清净不坏不灭经

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。