Isabel could perceive, however, how it had come over her dimly that she had failed of something, that she saw herself in the future as an old woman without memories.Her little sharp face looked tragical.She told her niece that Ralph had as yet not moved, but that he probably would be able to see her before dinner.And then in a moment she added that he had seen Lord Warburton the day before; an announcement which startled Isabel a little, as it seemed an intimation that this personage was in the neighbourhood and that an accident might bring them together.Such an accident would not be happy; she had not come to England to struggle again with Lord Warburton.She none the less presently said to her aunt that he had been very kind to Ralph; she had seen something of that in Rome.
"He has something else to think of now," Mrs.Touchett returned.And she paused with a gaze like a gimlet.
Isabel saw she meant something, and instantly guessed what she meant.But her reply concealed her guess; her heart beat faster and she wished to gain a moment."Ah yes-the House of Lords and all that.""He's not thinking of the Lords; he's thinking of the ladies.At least he's thinking of one of them; he told Ralph he's engaged to be married.""Ah, to be married!" Isabel mildly exclaimed.
"Unless he breaks it off.He seemed to think Ralph would like to know.Poor Ralph can't go to the wedding, though I believe it's to take place very soon.""And who's the young lady?"
"A member of the aristocracy; Lady Flora, Lady Felicia-something of that sort.""I'm very glad," Isabel said."It must be a sudden decision.""Sudden enough, I believe; a courtship of three weeks.It has only just been made public.""I'm very glad," Isabel repeated with a larger emphasis.She knew her aunt was watching her-looking for the signs of some imputed soreness, and the desire to prevent her companion from seeing anything of this kind enabled her to speak in the tone of quick satisfaction, the tone almost of relief.Mrs.Touchett of course followed the tradition that ladies, even married ones, regard the marriage of their old lovers as an offence to themselves.Isabel's first care therefore was to show that however that might be in general she was not offended now.But meanwhile, as I say, her heart beat faster;and if she sat for some moments thoughtful-she presently forgot Mrs.
Touchett's observation-it was not because she had lost an admirer.Her imagination had traversed half Europe; it halted, panting, and even trembling a little, in the city of Rome.She figured herself announcing to her husband that Lord Warburton was to lead a bride to the altar, and she was of course not aware how extremely wan she must have looked while she made this intellectual effort.But at last she collected herself and said to her aunt: "He was sure to do it some time or other."Mrs.Touchett was silent; then she gave a sharp little shake of the head.
"Ah, my dear, you're beyond me!" she cried suddenly.They went on with their luncheon in silence; Isabel felt as if she had heard of Lord Warburton's death.She had known him only as a suitor, and now that was all over.He was dead for poor Pansy; by Pansy he might have lived.A servant had been hovering about; at last Mrs.Touchett requested him to leave them alone.She had finished her meal; she sat with her hands folded on the edge of the table."I should like to ask you three questions," she observed when the servant had gone.
"Three are a great many."
"I can't do with less; I've been thinking.They're all very good ones.""That's what I'm afraid of.The best questions are the worst,"Isabel answered.Mrs.Touchett had pushed back her chair, and as her niece left the table and walked, rather consciously, to one of the deep windows, she felt herself followed by her eyes.
"Have you ever been sorry you didn't marry Lord Warburton?" Mrs.
Touchett enquired.
Isabel shook her head slowly, but not heavily."No, dear aunt.""Good.I ought to tell you that I propose to believe what you say.""Your believing me's an immense temptation," she declared, smiling still.
"A temptation to lie? I don't recommend you to do that, for when I'm misinformed I'm as dangerous as a poisoned rat.I don't mean to crow over you.""It's my husband who doesn't get on with me," said Isabel.
"I could have told him he wouldn't.I don't call that crowing over you," Mrs.Touchett added."Do you still like Serena Merle?" she went on.
"Not as I once did.But it doesn't matter, for she's going to America.""To America? She must have done something very bad.""Yes-very bad."
"May I ask what it is?"
"She made a convenience of me."
"Ah," cried Mrs.Touchett, "so she did of me! She does of every one.""She'll make a convenience of America," said Isabel, smiling again and glad that her aunt's questions were over.
