The next afternoon, Riley drove April to the Penningtons' house. Despite her doubts that Lois Pennington had been murdered, Riley felt sure that this was the best thing to do.
I owe it to April, she thought as she drove.
After all, she knew what it felt like to be positive about something and not have anyone believe her.
And April certainly did seem positive that something was very wrong.
As for Riley, her instincts hadn't kicked in one way or the other. But as they drove into a higher-class section of Fredericksburg, she reminded herself that monsters often lurked behind the most peaceful of facades. Many of the charming homes they passed on the way surely held dark secrets. She'd seen too much evil in her life not to know that all too well.
And whether Lois's death had been suicide or murder, there could be no doubt that a monster had invaded the Penningtons' seemingly happy home.
Riley parked on the street in front of the house. It was a large home, three stories tall and filling a fairly wide lot. Riley remembered what Ryan had said about the Penningtons.
"Not exactly wealthy, but comfortably well off."
The house confirmed what he'd said. It was an attractive upscale home in a nice neighborhood. The only thing that seemed unusual about it was the police tape across the doors of the detached garage where the family had found their daughter hanging.
The cold air bit sharply as Riley and April got out of the car and walked toward the house. Several cars were parked tightly in the driveway.
They rang the front doorbell, and Tiffany greeted them. April threw herself into Tiffany's arms, and both girls started sobbing.
"Oh, Tiffany, I'm so sorry," April said.
"Thank you, thank you for coming," Tiffany said.
Their shared emotion brought a lump into Riley's throat. The two girls seemed so young right now, barely more than children. It seemed horribly unfair that they should have to undergo such a terrible ordeal. Even so, she felt an odd hint of pride in April's heartfelt kindness. April was growing up to be caring and compassionate.
I must be doing something right as a parent, Riley thought.
Tiffany was a little shorter than April, with a bit more teenaged awkwardness about her. Her hair was strawberry blond, and her skin was pale and freckled, which made the redness around her eyes from crying look more pronounced.
Tiffany led Riley and April into the living room. Tiffany's parents were sitting on a couch, separated from each other slightly. Did their body language reveal anything? Riley wasn't sure. She knew that couples dealt with grief in many different ways.
Several other people were hovering around, speaking to each other in hushed whispers. Riley guessed that they were friends and family who had come to help out however they could.
She heard low voices and the rattling of utensils in the kitchen, where people seemed to be preparing food. Through an arch that led into the dining room, she saw two couples arranging pictures and memorabilia on the table. There were also pictures of Lois and her family at various ages set up in the living room.
Riley shuddered at the thought that the girl in the pictures had been alive just two days ago. How would she feel if she had lost April so suddenly? It was a chilling possibility, and there had already been too many close calls.
Who would come to her house to offer help and comfort?
Would she even want anybody's help and comfort?
She shook off such thoughts as Tiffany introduced her to her parents, Lester and Eunice.
"Please, don't get up," Riley said as the couple started to rise to greet her.
Riley and April sat down near the couple. Eunice had her daughter's freckled complexion and brightly colored hair. Lester's complexion was darker, and his face was long and thin.
"I'm very sorry for your loss," Riley said.
The couple thanked her. Lester managed to force a small smile.
"We've never met, but I know Ryan slightly," he said. "How's he doing these days?"
Tiffany reached from her own chair to tap her father on the arm. She silently mouthed, "They're divorced, Dad."
Lester's face reddened a little.
"Oh, I'm very sorry," he said.
Riley felt herself blush.
"Please don't be," she said. "Like people say these days-'it's complicated.'"
Lester nodded, still smiling weakly.
They all said nothing for a few moments as a low buzz of activity continued around them.
Then Tiffany said, "Mom, Dad-April's mother is an FBI agent."
Lester and Eunice gaped, not knowing what to say. Embarrassed again, Riley didn't know what to say either. She knew that April had called Tiffany yesterday to say that they were coming over. Apparently, Tiffany hadn't told her parents what Riley did for a living until just now.
Tiffany looked back and forth at her parents, then said, "I thought maybe she could help us find out…what really happened."
Lester gasped, and Eunice sighed bitterly.
"Tiffany, we've talked about this," Eunice said. "We know what happened. The police are sure. We've got no reason to think otherwise."
Lester stood unsteadily.
"I can't deal with this," he said. "I just…can't."
He turned and wandered into the dining room. Riley could see that the two couples there hurried to comfort him.
"Tiffany, you should be ashamed of yourself," Eunice said.
The girl's eyes were brimming with tears.
"But I just want to know the truth, Mom. Lois didn't kill herself. She couldn't have done that. I know it."
Eunice looked at Riley.
"I'm sorry you got caught in the middle of this," she said. "Tiffany's having trouble accepting the truth."
"It's you and Dad who can't deal with the truth," Tiffany said.
"Hush," her mother said.
Eunice handed her daughter a handkerchief.
"Tiffany, there were things you didn't know about Lois," she said slowly and cautiously. "She was more unhappy than she probably told you. She loved college, but it wasn't easy for her. Keeping her grades up for her scholarships was a lot of pressure, and it was also hard for her to be away from home. She was starting to take antidepressants and was getting counseling at Byars. Your father and I thought she was getting along better, but we were wrong."
Tiffany was trying to bring her sobs under control, but she still seemed very angry.
"That school is an awful place," she said. "I'd never go there."
"It's not awful," Eunice said. "It's a very good school. It's demanding, that's all."
"I'll bet those other girls didn't think it was such a good school," Tiffany said.
April had been listening to her friend with great concern.
"What other girls?" she asked.
"Deanna and Cory," Tiffany said. "They died too."
Eunice shook her head sadly and said to Riley, "Two other girls committed suicide at Byars last semester. It's been a terrible year there."
Tiffany stared at her mother.
"They weren't suicides," she said. "Lois didn't think so. She thought something was wrong at that place. She didn't know what it was, but she told me it was something really bad."
"Tiffany, they were suicides," Eunice said wearily. "Everybody says so. Things like this happen."
Tiffany stood up, shaking with rage and frustration.
"Lois's death didn't 'just happen,'" she said.
Eunice said, "When you get older, you'll understand that life can be harder than you realize. Now sit back down, please."
Tiffany sat down in sullen silence. Eunice gazed off into space. Riley felt terribly uncomfortable.
"We really didn't come here to disturb you in any way," Riley told Eunice. "I apologize for the intrusion. Maybe it's best if we leave."
Eunice silently nodded. Riley and April showed themselves out.
"We should have stayed," April said sullenly as soon as they were outside. "We should have asked more questions."
"No, we were just upsetting them," Riley said. "It was a terrible mistake."
Suddenly, April trotted away from her.
"Where are you going?" Riley asked with alarm.
April headed straight for the side door to the garage. There was a strip of police tape across the doorframe.
"April, stay away from there!" Riley said.
April ignored both the tape and her mother and turned the doorknob. The door was unlocked and swung open. April ducked under the tape and into the garage. Riley hurried in after her, intending to scold her. Instead, her own curiosity got the best of her, and she peered around the garage.
There weren't any cars inside, which made the three-car space look eerily cavernous. Dim light shone in through several windows.
April pointed toward a corner.
"Tiffany told me that Lois was found over there," April said.
Sure enough, the spot was marked by strips of masking tape on the floor.
There were broad roof beams under the roof, and a stepladder leaning against the wall.
"Come on," Riley said. "We shouldn't be in here."
She led her daughter out and pulled the door shut. As she and April walked toward the car, Riley visualized the scene. It was easy to imagine how the girl could have climbed up on that ladder and hanged herself.
Or was that really what happened? she wondered.
She had no reason to think otherwise.
Even so, she was beginning to feel a faint tingle of doubt.
*
A short while later at home, Riley called the district medical examiner, Danica Selves. She had been friends with Danica for years. When Riley asked her about the case of Lois Pennington's death, Danica sounded surprised.
"Why are you so curious?" Danica asked. "Is the FBI taking an interest in this?"
"No, it's just something personal."
"Personal?"
Riley hesitated, then said, "My daughter is good friends with Lois's sister, and she also knew Lois a little. Both she and Lois's sister are having trouble believing that she committed suicide."
"I see," Danica said. "Well, the police found no signs of a struggle. And I conducted the tests and the autopsy myself. According to blood results, she'd taken a heavy dose of alprazolam some time before she died. My guess is she just wanted to be as out of it as she possibly could. By the time she hanged herself, she probably just didn't care about what she was doing. It would have been a lot easier to do that way."
"So it's really an open-and-shut case," Riley said.
"It sure looks that way to me," Danica said.
Riley thanked her and ended the call. At that moment, April came downstairs with a calculator and a piece of paper.
"Mom, I think I've proved it!" she said excitedly. "It couldn't have been anything but murder!"
April sat down beside Riley and showed her some numbers that she'd written down.
"I did a little research online," she said. "I found out that about seven point five college students commit suicide out of one hundred thousand. That's point zero zero seven five percent. But there are only about seven hundred students at Byars, and three of them are supposed to have killed themselves in the last few months. That's about point four three percent-which is fifty-seven times the average! It's just impossible!"
Riley's heart sank. She appreciated that April was putting so much thought into this. It seemed very mature of her.
"April, I'm sure your math is just fine, but…"
"But what?"
Riley shook her head. "It doesn't prove anything at all."
April's eyes widened with disbelief.
"What do you mean, it doesn't prove anything?"
"In statistics, there are things called outliers. They're exceptions to the rules, they go against the averages. It's like the last case I worked on-the poisoner, remember? Most serial killers are men, but that was a woman. And most killers like to watch their victims die, but she just didn't care. It's the same thing here. It's no surprise that there are some colleges where more students commit suicide than the average."
April stared at her and said nothing.
"April, I just talked to the medical examiner who did the autopsy. She's sure that Lois's death was a suicide. And she knows her job. She's an expert. We have to trust her judgment."
April's face was tight with anger.
"I don't see why you can't trust my judgment just this once."
Then she stormed away and went upstairs.
At least she's sure she knows what happened, she thought with a groan.
That was more than Riley could say for herself.
Her instincts still told her nothing at all.
