Any other time, the dawn's first light on the tops of the cornstalks would look beautiful to her. She watched as the first light of day danced along the stalks, creating a muted gold color, and she tried with all she had to find the beauty in it.
She had to distract herself-or else the pain would be unbearable.
She was tied to a large wooden pole that ran up her back and stopped two feet above her head. Her hands were bound behind her, tied together behind the pole. She wore only black lace underwear and a bra that pushed her already generous breasts closer together and higher up. It was the bra that got her the most tips at the strip club, the bra that made her breasts look like they still belonged to a twenty-one-year-old rather than a thirty-four-year-old mother of two.
The pole grated against her bare back, rubbing it raw. But it was not nearly as bad as the pain that the man with the dark, creepy voice had been doling out.
She tensed as she heard him walking behind her, his footsteps falling softly in the clearing of the cornfield. There was another sound, too, fainter. He was dragging something. The whip, she realized, the one he'd been using to beat her. It must have been barbed with something, and had a fanned tail to it. She'd only caught sight of it once-and that had been more than enough.
Her back stung with dozens of lashes, and just hearing the thing being pulled across the ground gave her a rush of panic. She let out a scream-what felt like the hundredth one of the night-that seemed to fall dead and flat in the cornfield. At first, her screams had been cries for help, hoping someone might hear her. But over time, they had become garbled howls of anguish, cries uttered by someone who knew that no one was coming to help her.
"I will consider letting you go," the man said.
He had the voice of someone that either smoked or screamed a lot. There was some sort of odd lisp to his words as well.
"But first, you must confess your crimes."
He'd said this four times. She wracked her brains again, wondering. She had no crimes to confess. She had been a good person to everyone she knew, a good mother-not as good as she would have liked-but she had tried.
What did he want from her?
She screamed again and tried bending her back against the pole. When she did, she felt the briefest give to the ropes around her wrists. She also felt her sticky blood pooling around the rope.
"Confess your crimes," he repeated.
"I don't know what you're talking about!" she moaned.
"You will remember," he said.
He'd said that before, too. And he'd said it just before every-
There was a soft whispering noise as the whip arced through the air.
She screamed and writhed against the pole as the thing struck her.
New blood flowed from her new wound but she barely felt it. Instead, she focused on her wrists. The blood that had been collecting there over the last hour or so was mixing with her sweat. She could feel empty space between the rope and her wrists and she thought she might be able to get away. She felt her mind trying to drift away, to disconnect from the situation.
Crack!
This one hit her directly on the shoulder and she bellowed.
"Please," she said. "I'll do anything you want! Just let me go!"
"Confess your-"
She yanked as hard as she could, bringing her arms forward. Her shoulders screamed in agony, but she was instantly free. There was a slight burn as the rope caught the top of her hand, but that was nothing compared to the pain laced across her back.
She yanked forward so hard that she nearly fell to her knees, almost ruining her escape. But the primitive need to survive took control of her muscles and before she was even aware of what she was doing, she was running.
She sprinted, amazed that she was really free, amazed that her legs worked after being bound so long. She would not stop to question it.
She went crashing through the corn, the stalks slapping at her. The leaves and branches seemed to reach out for her, brushing her lacerated back like old withered fingers. She was gasping for breath and focusing on keeping one foot in front of the other. She knew the highway was somewhere nearby. All she had to do was keep running and ignoring the pain.
Behind her, the man started laughing. His voice made the laughter sound like it came from a monster who had been hiding in the cornfield for centuries.
She whimpered and ran on, her bare feet slapping against the dirt and her mostly bare body knocking cornstalks askew. Her breasts bobbed up and down in a ridiculous manner, her left one escaping the bra. She promised herself in that moment that if she made it out of here alive, she would never strip again. She'd find some better job, a better way to provide for her kids.
That lit a new spark in her, and she ran faster, crashing through the corn. She ran as hard as she could. She'd be free of him if she just kept running. The highway had to be right around the corner. Right?
Maybe. But even so, there was no guarantee that anyone would be on it. It wasn't even six AM yet and the Nebraska highways were often very lonesome this time of the day.
Ahead of her, there came a break in the stalks. Dawn's murky light spilled toward her, and her heart leapt to see the highway.
She burst through, and as she did, to her disbelief she heard the noise of an approaching engine. She soared with hope.
She saw the glow of approaching headlights and she ran even faster, so close that she could smell the heat-drenched blacktop.
She reached the edge of the cornfield just as a red pickup truck was passing by. She screamed and waved her arms frantically.
"PLEASE!" she cried.
But to her horror, the truck roared by.
She waved her arms, weeping. Maybe if the driver happened to look into his rearview mirror-
Crack!
A sharp and biting pain exploded along the back of her left knee, and she fell to the ground.
She screamed and tried to get to her feet, but she felt a strong hand grab her by the back of her hair, and soon he was dragging her back into the cornfield.
She tried to move, to break free, but this time, she could not.
There came one last crack of the whip when, finally, gratefully, she lost consciousness.
Soon, she knew, it would all come to an end: the noise, the whip, the pain-and her brief, pain-filled life.
