In the first Place，I was remov'd from all the Wickedness of the World here. I had neither the Lust of the Flesh，the Lust of the Eye，or the Pride of Life. I had nothing to covet；for I had all that I was now capable of enjoying：I was Lord of the whole Mannor；or if I pleas'd，I might call my self King，or Emperor over the whole Country which I had Possession of. There were no Rivals. I had no Competitor，none to dispute Sovereignty or Command with me. I might have rais'd Ship Loadings of Corn；but I had no use for it；so I let as little grow as I thought enough for my Occasion.
I had Tortoise or Turtles enough；but now and then one，was as much as I could put to any use. I had Timber enough to have built a Fleet of Ships. I had Grapes enough to have made Wine，or to have cur'd into Raisins，to have loaded that Fleet，when they had been built. But all I could make use of，was，All that was valuable. I had enough to eat，and to supply my Wants，and，what was all the rest to me？ If I kill'd more Flesh than I could eat，the Dog must eat it，or the Vermin. If I sow'd more Corn than I could eat，it must be spoil'd. The Trees that I cut down，were lying to rot on the Ground. I could make no more use of them than for Fewel；and that I had no Occasion for，but to dress my Food.
In a Word，The Nature and Experience of Things dictated to me upon just Reflection，That all the good Things of this World，are no farther good to us，than they are for our Use；and that whatever we may heap up indeed to give others，we enjoy just as much as we can use，and no more. The most covetous griping Miser in the World would have been cur'd of the Vice of Covetousness，if he had been in my Case；for I possess'd infinitely more than I knew what to do with. I had no room for Desire，except it was of Things which I had not，and they were but Trifles，though indeed of great Use to me. I had，as I hinted before，a Parcel of Money，as well Gold as Silver，about thirty six Pounds Sterling：Alas！ There the nasty sorry useless Stuff lay；I had no manner of Business for it；and I often thought with my self，That I would have given a Handful of it for a Gross of Tobacco-Pipes，or for a Hand-Mill to grind my Corn；nay，I would have given it all for Sixpenny-worth of Turnip and Carrot Seed out of England，or for a Handful of Pease and Beans，and a Bottle of Ink：As it was，I had not the least advantage by it，or Benefit from it；but there it lay in a Drawer，and grew mouldy with the Damp of the Cave，in the wet Season；and if I had had the Drawer full of Diamonds，it had been the same Case；and they had been of no manner of Value to me，because of no Use.
I had now brought my State of Life to be much easier in it self than it was at first，and much easier to my Mind，as well as to my Body. I frequently sat down to my Meat with Thankfulness，and admir'd the Hand of God's Providence，which had thus spread my Table in the Wilderness. I learn'd to look more upon the bright Side of my Condition，and less upon the dark Side；and to consider what I enjoy'd，rather than what I wanted；and this gave me sometimes such secret Comforts，that I cannot express them；and which I take Notice of here，to put those discontented People in Mind of it，who cannot enjoy comfortably what God has given them；because they see，and covet something that he has not given them：All our Discontents about what we want，appear'd to me，to spring from the Want of Thankfulness for what we have.
Another Reflection was of great Use to me，and doubtless would be so to any one that should fall into such Distress as mine was；and this was，To compare my present Condition with what I at first expected it should be；nay，with what it would certainly have been，if the good Providence of God had not wonderfully order'd the Ship to be cast up nearer to the Shore，where I not only Could come at her，but could bring what I got out of her to the Shore，for my Relief and Comfort；without which，I had wanted for Tools to work，Weapons for Defence，or Gun-Powder and Shot for getting my Food.
I spent whole Hours，I may say whole Days，in representing to my self in the most lively Colours，how I must have acted，if I had got nothing out of the Ship. How I could not have so much as got any Food，except Fish and Turtles；and that as it was long before I found any of them，I must have perish'd first. That I should have liv'd，if I had not perish'd，like a meer Savage. That if I had kill'd a Goat，or a Fowl，by any Contrivance，I had no way to flea' or open them，or part the Flesh from the Skin，and the Bowels，or to cut it up；but must gnaw it with my Teeth，and pull it with my Claws like a Beast.
These Reflections made me very sensible of the Goodness of Providence to me，and very thankful for my present Condition，with all its Hardships and Misfortunes：And this Part also I cannot but recommend to the Reflection of those，who are apt in their Misery to say，Is any Affliction like mine！ Let them consider，How much worse the Cases of some People are，and their Case might have been，if Providence had thought fit.
I had another Reflection which assisted me also to comfort my Mind with Hopes；and this was，comparing my present Condition with what I had deserv'd，and had therefore Reason to expect from the Hand of Providence. I had liv'd a dreadful Life，perfectly destitute of the Knowledge and Fear of God. I had been well instructed by Father and Mother；neither had they been wanting to me，in their early Endeavours，to infuse a religious Awe of God into my Mind，a Sense of my Duty，and of what the Nature and End of my Being，requir'd of me. But alas！ falling early into the Seafaring Life，which of all the Lives is the most destitute of the Fear of God，though his Terrors are always before them；I say，falling early into the Seafaring Life，and into Seafaring Company，all that little Sense of Religion which I had entertain'd，was laugh'd out of me by my Mess-Mates，by a harden'd despising of Dangers；and the Views of Death，which grew habitual to me；by my long Absence from all Manner of Opportunities to converse with any thing but what was like my self，or to hear any thing that was good，or tended towards it.
