"Your kind letter reach'd me after many an anxious hour spent in expectation, and repays me ten-fold for all my uneasiness.Surely, Anna, there is no one that can write half so agreeably as yourself.I know there must be a long--long--epistle for me on the road, containing those descriptions and incidents you promised to favour me with: how I long to read them, and to show them to my aunt Margaret, who, I believe, does not suspect you to be capable of doing that which I know, or rather feel, you can.Knowing from any thing but feeling and the innate evidence of our sympathies, seems to me something like heresy in friendship.Oh, Anna! how could you be so cruel as to show my letters to any one, and that to a gentleman and a stranger? I never would have served you so, not even to good Charles Weston, whom I esteem so highly, and who really wants neither judgment nor good nature, though he is dreadfully deficient in fancy.Yet Charles is a most excellent young man, and I gave him thecompliments you desired; he was so much flattered by your notice that he could make no reply, though I doubt not he prized the honour as he ought.We are all very happy here, only for the absence of my Anna; but so long as miles of weary roads and endless rivers run between us, perfect happiness can never reign in the breast of your Julia.Anna, I conjure you by all the sacred delicacy that consecrates our friendship, never to show this letter, unless you would break my heart: you never will, I am certain, and therefore I will write to my Anna in the unreserved manner in which we conversed, when fate, less cruel than at present, suffered us to live in the sunshine of each other's smiles.You speak of a certain person in your letter, whom, for obvious reasons, I will in future call ANTONIO.You describe him with the partiality of a friend; but how can I doubt his being worthy of all that you say, and more--sensible, brave, rich, and handsome.From his name, I suppose, of course, he is well connected.What a constellation of attractions to centre in one man! But you have not told me all--his age, his family, his profession; though I presume he has borne arms in the service of his country, and that his manly breast is already covered with the scars of honour.Ah! Anna, "he jests at scars who never felt a wound." But, my dear creature, you say that he talks of me: what under the sun can you find to say of such a poor girl as myself? Though I suppose you have, in the fondness of affection, described my person to him already.I wonder if he likes black eyes and fair complexion.You can't conceive what a bloom the country has given me; I really begin to look more like a milk-maid than a lady.Dear, good aunt Margaret has been quite sick since you left us, and for two days I was hardly out of her room; this has put me back a little in colour, or I should be as ruddy as the morn.But nothing ought ever to tempt me to neglect my aunt, and I hope nothing ever will.Be assured that I shall beg her to write you to spend the winter with us, for I feel already that without you life is a perfect blank.You indeed must have something to enliven it with a little in your new companions, but here is nobody, just now, but Charles Weston.Yet he is an excellent companion, and does every thing he can to make us all happy and comfortable.Heigho! how I do wish I could see you, my Anna, and spend one sweet half hour in the dear confidence of mutual sympathy.Butlie quiet, my throbbing heart, the day approaches when I shall meet my friend again, and more than receive a reward for all our griefs.Ah! Anna, never betray your Julia, and write to me FULLY, CONFIDINGLY, and often.
"Yours, with all the tenderness of friendship that is founded on mutual sympathy, congenial souls, and innate evidence of worth.JULIA.""P.S.I should like to know whether Antonio has any scars in his face, and what battles he was in.Only think, my dear, poor Charles Weston was frightened by a clap of thunder--but Charles has an excellent heart."This letter was written and read, sealed and kissed, when Miss Emmerson tapped gently at the door of her niece and begged admission.Julia flew to open it, and received her aunt with the guileless pleasure her presence ever gave her.A few words of introductory matter were exchanged, when, being both seated at their needles again, Miss Emmerson asked--"To whom have you been writing, my love?" "To my Anna.""Do you recollect, my child, that in writing to Miss Miller, you are writing to one out of your own family, and whose interests are different from yours?""I do not understand you, aunt," cried Julia in surprise.
"I mean that you should be guarded in your correspondence--tell no secrets out"--"Tell no secrets to my Anna!" exclaimed the niece in a species of horror."That would be a death-blow to our friendship indeed.""Then let it die," said Miss Emmerson, coolly; "the affection that cannot survive the loss of such an excitement, had better be suffered to expire as soon as possible, or it may raise false expectations.""Why, dear aunt, in destroying confidence of this nature, you destroy the great object of friendship.Who ever beard of a friendship without secrets?""I never had a secret in my life," said Miss Emmerson simply, "and yet I have had many a friend.""Well," said Julia, "yours must have been queer friends; pray, dear aunt,name one or two of them."
"Your mother was my friend," said Miss Emmerson, with strong emotion, "and I hope her daughter also is one.""Me, my beloved aunt!" cried Julia, throwing herself into the arms of Miss Emmerson and bursting into tears; "I am more than a friend, I am your child-- your daughter.""Whatever be the name you give it, Julia, you are very near and dear to me," said the aunt, tenderly kissing her charge: "but tell me, my love, did you ever feel such emotion in your intercourse with Miss Miller?"It was some time before Julia could reply; when, having suppressed the burst of her feelings, she answered with a smile--"Oh! that question is not fair.You have brought me up; nursed me in sickness; are kind and good to me; and the idea that you should suppose I did not love you, was dreadful--But you know I do.""I firmly believe so, my child; it is you that I would have know what it is that you love: I am satisfied for myself.I repeat, did Anna Miller ever excite such emotions?""Certainly not: my love to you is natural; but my friendship for Anna rests on sympathy, and a perfect knowledge of her character.""I am glad, however, that you know her so well, since you are so intimate.What testimony have you of all this excellence?""Innate evidence.I see it--I feel it--Yes, that is the best testimony--I feel her good qualities.Yes, my friendship for Anna forms the spring of my existence; while any accident or evil to you would afflict me the same as if done to myself--this is pure nature, you know.""I know it is pleasing to learn it, come from what it will," said the aunt, smiling, and rising to withdraw.
