And then Miss Moorsom says: 'He will come back to claim me, and I'll marry him.' But he didn't come back.Between you and me Idon't think he was much wanted - except by Miss Moorsom.I imagine she's used to have her own way.She grew impatient, and declared that if she knew where the man was she would go to him.But all that could be got out of the old butler was that the last envelope bore the postmark of our beautiful city; and that this was the only address of 'Master Arthur' that he ever had.That and no more.In fact the fellow was at his last gasp - with a bad heart.Miss Moorsom wasn't allowed to see him.She had gone herself into the country to learn what she could, but she had to stay downstairs while the old chap's wife went up to the invalid.She brought down the scrap of intelligence I've told you of.He was already too far gone to be cross-examined on it, and that very night he died.He didn't leave behind him much to go by, did he? Our Willie hinted to me that there had been pretty stormy days in the professor's house, but - here they are.I have a notion she isn't the kind of everyday young lady who may be permitted to gallop about the world all by herself - eh? Well, I think it rather fine of her, but Iquite understand that the professor needed all his philosophy under the circumstances.She is his only child now - and brilliant -what? Willie positively spluttered trying to describe her to me;and I could see directly you came in that you had an uncommon experience."Renouard, with an irritated gesture, tilted his hat more forward on his eyes, as though he were bored.The Editor went on with the remark that to be sure neither he (Renouard) nor yet Willie were much used to meet girls of that remarkable superiority.Willie when learning business with a firm in London, years before, had seen none but boarding-house society, he guessed.As to himself in the good old days, when he trod the glorious flags of Fleet Street, he neither had access to, nor yet would have cared for the swells.
Nothing interested him then but parliamentary politics and the oratory of the House of Commons.
He paid to this not very distant past the tribute of a tender, reminiscent smile, and returned to his first idea that for a society girl her action was rather fine.All the same the professor could not be very pleased.The fellow if he was as pure as a lily now was just about as devoid of the goods of the earth.
And there were misfortunes, however undeserved, which damaged a man's standing permanently.On the other hand, it was difficult to oppose cynically a noble impulse - not to speak of the great love at the root of it.Ah! Love! And then the lady was quite capable of going off by herself.She was of age, she had money of her own, plenty of pluck too.Moorsom must have concluded that it was more truly paternal, more prudent too, and generally safer all round to let himself be dragged into this chase.The aunt came along for the same reasons.It was given out at home as a trip round the world of the usual kind.
Renouard had risen and remained standing with his heart beating, and strangely affected by this tale, robbed as it was of all glamour by the prosaic personality of the narrator.The Editor added: "I've been asked to help in the search - you know."Renouard muttered something about an appointment and went out into the street.His inborn sanity could not defend him from a misty creeping jealousy.He thought that obviously no man of that sort could be worthy of such a woman's devoted fidelity.Renouard, however, had lived long enough to reflect that a man's activities, his views, and even his ideas may be very inferior to his character; and moved by a delicate consideration for that splendid girl he tried to think out for the man a character of inward excellence and outward gifts - some extraordinary seduction.But in vain.Fresh from months of solitude and from days at sea, her splendour presented itself to him absolutely unconquerable in its perfection, unless by her own folly.It was easier to suspect her of this than to imagine in the man qualities which would be worthy of her.Easier and less degrading.Because folly may be generous - could be nothing else but generosity in her; whereas to imagine her subjugated by something common was intolerable.
Because of the force of the physical impression he had received from her personality (and such impressions are the real origins of the deepest movements of our soul) this conception of her was even inconceivable.But no Prince Charming has ever lived out of a fairy tale.He doesn't walk the worlds of Fashion and Finance -and with a stumbling gait at that.Generosity.Yes.It was her generosity.But this generosity was altogether regal in its splendour, almost absurd in its lavishness - or, perhaps, divine.
In the evening, on board his schooner, sitting on the rail, his arms folded on his breast and his eyes fixed on the deck, he let the darkness catch him unawares in the midst of a meditation on the mechanism of sentiment and the springs of passion.And all the time he had an abiding consciousness of her bodily presence.The effect on his senses had been so penetrating that in the middle of the night, rousing up suddenly, wide-eyed in the darkness of his cabin, he did not create a faint mental vision of her person for himself, but, more intimately affected, he scented distinctly the faint perfume she used, and could almost have sworn that he had been awakened by the soft rustle of her dress.He even sat up listening in the dark for a time, then sighed and lay down again, not agitated but, on the contrary, oppressed by the sensation of something that had happened to him and could not be undone.
