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第19章

As Harran came up he saw his mother at breakfast.The table had been set on the porch and Mrs.Derrick, stirring her coffee with one hand, held open with the other the pages of Walter Pater's "Marius." At her feet, Princess Nathalie, the white Angora cat, sleek, over-fed, self-centred, sat on her haunches, industriously licking at the white fur of her breast, while near at hand, by the railing of the porch, Presley pottered with a new bicycle lamp, filling it with oil, adjusting the wicks.

Harran kissed his mother and sat down in a wicker chair on the porch, removing his hat, running his fingers through his yellow hair.

Magnus Derrick's wife looked hardly old enough to be the mother of two such big fellows as Harran and Lyman Derrick.She was not far into the fifties, and her brown hair still retained much of its brightness.She could yet be called pretty.Her eyes were large and easily assumed a look of inquiry and innocence, such as one might expect to see in a young girl.By disposition she was retiring; she easily obliterated herself.She was not made for the harshness of the world, and yet she had known these harshnesses in her younger days.Magnus had married her when she was twenty-one years old, at a time when she was a graduate of some years' standing from the State Normal School and was teaching literature, music, and penmanship in a seminary in the town of Marysville.She overworked herself here continually, loathing the strain of teaching, yet clinging to it with a tenacity born of the knowledge that it was her only means of support.Both her parents were dead; she was dependent upon herself.Her one ambition was to see Italy and the Bay of Naples.The "Marble Faun," Raphael's "Madonnas" and "Il Trovatore" were her beau ideals of literature and art.She dreamed of Italy, Rome, Naples, and the world's great "art-centres." There was no doubt that her affair with Magnus had been a love-match, but Annie Payne would have loved any man who would have taken her out of the droning, heart-breaking routine of the class and music room.She had followed his fortunes unquestioningly.First at Sacramento, during the turmoil of his political career, later on at Placerville in El Dorado County, after Derrick had interested himself in the Corpus Christi group of mines, and finally at Los Muertos, where, after selling out his fourth interest in Corpus Christi, he had turned rancher and had "come in" on the new tracts of wheat land just thrown open by the railroad.She had lived here now for nearly ten years.But never for one moment since the time her glance first lost itself in the unbroken immensity of the ranches had she known a moment's content.Continually there came into her pretty, wide-open eyes--the eyes of a young doe--a look of uneasiness, of distrust, and aversion.Los Muertos frightened her.She remembered the days of her young girlhood passed on a farm in eastern Ohio--five hundred acres, neatly partitioned into the water lot, the cow pasture, the corn lot, the barley field, and wheat farm; cosey, comfortable, home-like; where the farmers loved their land, caressing it, coaxing it, nourishing it as though it were a thing almost conscious; where the seed was sown by hand, and a single two-horse plough was sufficient for the entire farm; where the scythe sufficed to cut the harvest and the grain was thrashed with flails.

But this new order of things--a ranch bounded only by the horizons, where, as far as one could see, to the north, to the east, to the south and to the west, was all one holding, a principality ruled with iron and steam, bullied into a yield of three hundred and fifty thousand bushels, where even when the land was resting, unploughed, unharrowed, and unsown, the wheat came up--troubled her, and even at times filled her with an undefinable terror.To her mind there was something inordinate about it all; something almost unnatural.The direct brutality of ten thousand acres of wheat, nothing but wheat as far as the eye could see, stunned her a little.The one-time writing-teacher of a young ladies' seminary, with her pretty deer-like eyes and delicate fingers, shrank from it.She did not want to look at so much wheat.There was something vaguely indecent in the sight, this food of the people, this elemental force, this basic energy, weltering here under the sun in all the unconscious nakedness of a sprawling, primordial Titan.

The monotony of the ranch ate into her heart hour by hour, year by year.And with it all, when was she to see Rome, Italy, and the Bay of Naples? It was a different prospect truly.Magnus had given her his promise that once the ranch was well established, they two should travel.But continually he had been obliged to put her off, now for one reason, now for another; the machine would not as yet run of itself, he must still feel his hand upon the lever; next year, perhaps, when wheat should go to ninety, or the rains were good.She did not insist.She obliterated herself, only allowing, from time to time, her pretty, questioning eyes to meet his.In the meantime she retired within herself.She surrounded herself with books.Her taste was of the delicacy of point lace.She knew her Austin Dobson by heart.She read poems, essays, the ideas of the seminary at Marysville persisting in her mind."Marius the Epicurean," "The Essays of Elia," "Sesame and Lilies," "The Stones of Venice," and the little toy magazines, full of the flaccid banalities of the "Minor Poets," were continually in her hands.

When Presley had appeared on Los Muertos, she had welcomed his arrival with delight.Here at last was a congenial spirit.She looked forward to long conversations with the young man on literature, art, and ethics.But Presley had disappointed her.

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