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第42章

I feel that I have betrayed myself perpetually--so unguarded in speaking of my partiality for the church! But my secret I was always sure would be safe with you."Catherine felt that nothing could have been safer;but ashamed of an ignorance little expected, she dared no longer contest the point, nor refuse to have been as full of arch penetration and affectionate sympathy as Isabella chose to consider her. Her brother, she found, was preparing to set off with all speed to Fullerton, to make known his situation and ask consent; and here was a source of some real agitation to the mind of Isabella.

Catherine endeavoured to persuade her, as she was herself persuaded, that her father and mother would never oppose their son's wishes. "It is impossible,"said she, "for parents to be more kind, or more desirous of their children's happiness; I have no doubt of their consenting immediately.""Morland says exactly the same," replied Isabella;"and yet I dare not expect it; my fortune will be so small;they never can consent to it. Your brother, who might marry anybody!"Here Catherine again discerned the force of love.

"Indeed, Isabella, you are too humble. The difference of fortune can be nothing to signify.""Oh! My sweet Catherine, in your generous heart Iknow it would signify nothing; but we must not expect such disinterestedness in many. As for myself, I am sure I only wish our situations were reversed. Had I the command of millions, were I mistress of the whole world, your brother would be my only choice."This charming sentiment, recommended as much by sense as novelty, gave Catherine a most pleasing remembrance of all the heroines of her acquaintance; and she thought her friend never looked more lovely than in uttering the grand idea.

"I am sure they will consent," was her frequent declaration;"I am sure they will be delighted with you.""For my own part," said Isabella, "my wishes are so moderate that the smallest income in nature would be enough for me.

Where people are really attached, poverty itself is wealth;grandeur I detest: I would not settle in London for the universe.

A cottage in some retired village would be ecstasy.

There are some charming little villas about Richmond.""Richmond!" cried Catherine. "You must settle near Fullerton. You must be near us.""I am sure I shall be miserable if we do not.

If I can but be near you, I shall be satisfied.

But this is idle talking! I will not allow myself to think of such things, till we have your father's answer.

Morland says that by sending it tonight to Salisbury, we may have it tomorrow. Tomorrow? I know I shall never have courage to open the letter. I know it will be the death of me."A reverie succeeded this conviction--and when Isabella spoke again, it was to resolve on the quality of her wedding-gown.

Their conference was put an end to by the anxious young lover himself, who came to breathe his parting sigh before he set off for Wiltshire. Catherine wished to congratulate him, but knew not what to say, and her eloquence was only in her eyes. From them, however, the eight parts of speech shone out most expressively, and James could combine them with ease. Impatient for the realization of all that he hoped at home, his adieus were not long;and they would have been yet shorter, had he not been frequently detained by the urgent entreaties of his fair one that he would go. Twice was he called almost from the door by her eagerness to have him gone. "Indeed, Morland, I must drive you away. Consider how far you have to ride.

I cannot bear to see you linger so. For heaven's sake, waste no more time. There, go, go--I insist on it."The two friends, with hearts now more united than ever, were inseparable for the day; and in schemes of sisterly happiness the hours flew along. Mrs. Thorpe and her son, who were acquainted with everything, and who seemed only to want Mr. Morland's consent, to consider Isabella's engagement as the most fortunate circumstance imaginable for their family, were allowed to join their counsels, and add their quota of significant looks and mysterious expressions to fill up the measure of curiosity to be raised in the unprivileged younger sisters.

To Catherine's simple feelings, this odd sort of reserve seemed neither kindly meant, nor consistently supported;and its unkindness she would hardly have forborne pointing out, had its inconsistency been less their friend;but Anne and Maria soon set her heart at ease by the sagacity of their "I know what"; and the evening was spent in a sort of war of wit, a display of family ingenuity, on one side in the mystery of an affected secret, on the other of undefined discovery, all equally acute.

Catherine was with her friend again the next day, endeavouring to support her spirits and while away the many tedious hours before the delivery of the letters;a needful exertion, for as the time of reasonable expectation drew near, Isabella became more and more desponding, and before the letter arrived, had worked herself into a state of real distress. But when it did come, where could distress be found? "I have had no difficulty in gaining the consent of my kind parents, and am promised that everything in their power shall be done to forward my happiness," were the first three lines, and in one moment all was joyful security. The brightest glow was instantly spread over Isabella's features, all care and anxiety seemed removed, her spirits became almost too high for control, and she called herself without scruple the happiest of mortals.

Mrs. Thorpe, with tears of joy, embraced her daughter, her son, her visitor, and could have embraced half the inhabitants of Bath with satisfaction. Her heart was overflowing with tenderness. It was "dear John"and "dear Catherine" at every word; "dear Anne and dear Maria"must immediately be made sharers in their felicity;and two "dears" at once before the name of Isabella were not more than that beloved child had now well earned.

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