The lark will make her hymn to God, The partridge call her brood, While I forget the heath I trod, The fields wherein I stood.
'Tis dule to know not night from morn, But deeper dule to know I can but hear the hunter's horn That once I used to blow. -- The Only Son.?
IT WAS the third day after Torpenhow's return, and his heart was heavy.
'Do you mean to tell me that you can't see to work without whiskey? It's generally the other way about.'
'Can a drunkard swear on his honour?' said Dick.
'Yes, if he has been as god a man as you.'
'Then I give you my word of honour,' said Dick, speaking hurriedly through parched lips. 'Old man, I can hardly see your face now. You've kept me sober for two days,--if I ever was drunk,--and I've done no work.
Don't keep me back any more. I don't know when my eyes may give out.
The spots and dots and the pains and things are crowding worse than ever. I swear I can see all right when I'm--when I'm moderately screwed, as you say. Give me three more sittings from Bessie and all--the stuff Iwant, and the picture will be done. I can't kill myself in three days. It only means a touch of D. T. at the worst.'
'If I give you three days more will you promise me to stop work and--the other thing, whether the picture's finished or not?'
'I can't. You don't know what that picture means to me. But surely you could get the Nilghai to help you, and knock me down and tie me up. Ishouldn't fight for the whiskey, but I should for the work.'
'Go on, then. I give you three days; but you're nearly breaking my heart.'
Dick returned to his work, toiling as one possessed; and the yellow devil of whiskey stood by him and chased away the spots in his eyes. The Melancolia was nearly finished, and was all or nearly all that he had hoped she would be. Dick jested with Bessie, who reminded him that he was 'a drunken beast'; but the reproof did not move him.
'You can't understand, Bess. We are in sight of land now, and soon we shall lie back and think about what we've done. I'll give you three months' pay when the picture's finished, and next time I have any more work in hand--but that doesn't matter. Won't three months' pay make you hate me less?'
'No, it won't! I hate you, and I'll go on hating you. Mr. Torpenhow won't speak to me any more. He's always looking at maps.'
Bessie did not say that she had again laid siege to Torpenhow, or that at the end of our passionate pleading he had picked her up, given her a kiss, and put her outside the door with the recommendation not to be a little fool. He spent most of his time in the company of the Nilghai, and their talk was of war in the near future, the hiring of transports, and secret preparations among the dockyards. He did not wish to see Dick till the picture was finished.
'He's doing first-class work,' he said to the Nilghai, 'and it's quite out of his regular line. But, for the matter of that, so's his infernal soaking.'
'Never mind. Leave him alone. When he has come to his senses again we'll carry him off from this place and let him breathe clean air. Poor Dick! I don't envy you, Torp, when his eyes fail.'
'Yes, it will be a case of "God help the man who's chained to our Davie."The worst is that we don't know when it will happen, and I believe the uncertainty and the waiting have sent Dick to the whiskey more than anything else.'
'How the Arab who cut his head open would grin if he knew!'
'He's at perfect liberty to grin if he can. He's dead. That's poor consolation now.'
In the afternoon of the third day Torpenhow heard Dick calling for him.
'All finished!' he shouted. 'I've done it! Come in! Isn't she a beauty? Isn't she a darling? I've been down to hell to get her; but isn't she worth it?'
Torpenhow looked at the head of a woman who laughed,--a full-lipped, hollow-eyed woman who laughed from out of the canvas as Dick had intended she would.
'Who taught you how to do it?' said Torpenhow. 'The touch and notion have nothing to do with your regular work. What a face it is! What eyes, and what insolence!' Unconsciously he threw back his head and laughed with her. 'She's seen the game played out,--I don't think she had a good time of it,--and now she doesn't care. Isn't that the idea?'
'Exactly.'
'Where did you get the mouth and chin from? They don't belong to Bess.'
'They're--some one else's. But isn't it good? Isn't it thundering good?
Wasn't it worth the whiskey? I did it. Alone I did it, and it's the best Ican do.' He drew his breath sharply, and whispered, 'Just God! what could I not do ten years hence, if I can do this now!--By the way, what do you think of it, Bess?'
The girl was biting her lips. She loathed Torpenhow because he had taken no notice of her.
'I think it's just the horridest, beastliest thing I ever saw,' she answered, and turned away.
'More than you will be of that way of thinking, young woman.--Dick, there's a sort of murderous, viperine suggestion in the poise of the head that I don't understand,' said Torpenhow.
That's trick-work,' said Dick, chuckling with delight at being completely understood. 'I couldn't resist one little bit of sheer swagger. It's a French trick, and you wouldn't understand; but it's got at by slewing round the head a trifle, and a tiny, tiny foreshortening of one side of the face from the angle of the chin to the top of the left ear. That, and deepening the shadow under the lobe of the ear. It was flagrant trick-work; but, having the notion fixed, I felt entitled to play with it,--Oh, you beauty!'
'Amen! She is a beauty. I can feel it.'
'So will every man who has any sorrow of his own,' said Dick, slapping his thigh. 'He shall see his trouble there, and, by the Lord Harry, just when he's feeling properly sorry for himself he shall throw back his head and laugh,--as she is laughing. I've put the life of my heart and the light of my eyes into her, and I don't care what comes. . . . I'm tired,--awfully tired. I think I'll get to sleep. Take away the whiskey, it has served its turn, and give Bessie thirty-six quid, and three over for luck. Cover the picture.'
