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第471章

It was not poverty which had broken her spirit; it was not a want of courage which rendered her poverty burdensome.

Mercedes, although deposed from the exalted position she had occupied, lost in the sphere she had now chosen, like a person passing from a room splendidly lighted into utter darkness, appeared like a queen, fallen from her palace to a hovel, and who, reduced to strict necessity, could neither become reconciled to the earthen vessels she was herself forced to place upon the table, nor to the humble pallet which had become her bed.The beautiful Catalane and noble countess had lost both her proud glance and charming smile, because she saw nothing but misery around her; the walls were hung with one of the gray papers which economical landlords choose as not likely to show the dirt; the floor was uncarpeted; the furniture attracted the attention to the poor attempt at luxury; indeed, everything offended eyes accustomed to refinement and elegance.

Madame de Morcerf had lived there since leaving her house;the continual silence of the spot oppressed her; still, seeing that Albert continually watched her countenance to judge the state of her feelings, she constrained herself to assume a monotonous smile of the lips alone, which, contrasted with the sweet and beaming expression that usually shone from her eyes, seemed like "moonlight on a statue," -- yielding light without warmth.Albert, too, was ill at ease; the remains of luxury prevented him from sinking into his actual position.If he wished to go out without gloves, his hands appeared too white; if he wished to walk through the town, his boots seemed too highly polished.Yet these two noble and intelligent creatures, united by the indissoluble ties of maternal and filial love, had succeeded in tacitly understanding one another, and economizing their stores, and Albert had been able to tell his mother without extorting a change of countenance, --"Mother, we have no more money."

Mercedes had never known misery; she had often, in her youth, spoken of poverty, but between want and necessity, those synonymous words, there is a wide difference.Amongst the Catalans, Mercedes wished for a thousand things, but still she never really wanted any.So long as the nets were good, they caught fish; and so long as they sold their fish, they were able to buy twine for new nets.And then, shut out from friendship, having but one affection, which could not be mixed up with her ordinary pursuits, she thought of herself -- of no one but herself.Upon the little she earned she lived as well as she could; now there were two to be supported, and nothing to live upon.

Winter approached.Mercedes had no fire in that cold and naked room -- she, who was accustomed to stoves which heated the house from the hall to the boudoir; she had not even one little flower -- she whose apartment had been a conservatory of costly exotics.But she had her son.Hitherto the excitement of fulfilling a duty had sustained them.

Excitement, like enthusiasm, sometimes renders us unconscious to the things of earth.But the excitement had calmed down, and they felt themselves obliged to descend from dreams to reality; after having exhausted the ideal, they found they must talk of the actual.

"Mother," exclaimed Albert, just as Madame Danglars was descending the stairs, "let us reckon our riches, if you please; I want capital to build my plans upon.""Capital -- nothing!" replied Mercedes with a mournful smile.

"No, mother, -- capital 3,000 francs.And I have an idea of our leading a delightful life upon this 3,000 francs.""Child!" sighed Mercedes.

"Alas, dear mother," said the young man, "I have unhappily spent too much of your money not to know the value of it.

These 3,000 francs are enormous, and I intend building upon this foundation a miraculous certainty for the future.""You say this, my dear boy; but do you think we ought to accept these 3,000 francs?" said Mercedes, coloring.

"I think so," answered Albert in a firm tone."We will accept them the more readily, since we have them not here;you know they are buried in the garden of the little house in the Allees de Meillan, at Marseilles.With 200 francs we can reach Marseilles.""With 200 francs? -- are you sure, Albert?""Oh, as for that, I have made inquiries respecting the diligences and steamboats, and my calculations are made.You will take your place in the coupe to Chalons.You see, mother, I treat you handsomely for thirty-five francs."Albert then took a pen, and wrote: --

Frs.

Coupe, thirty-five francs............................35From Chalons to Lyons you will go on by the steamboat -- six francs.........................................6From Lyons to Avignon (still by steamboat), sixteen francs.......................................16From Avignon to Marseilles, seven franc................7Expenses on the road, about fifty francs.............50Total................................................114 frs.

"Let us put down 120," added Albert, smiling."You see I am generous, am I not, mother?""But you, my poor child?"

"I? do you not see that I reserve eighty francs for myself?

A young man does not require luxuries; besides, I know what travelling is.""With a post-chaise and valet de chambre?""Any way, mother."

"Well, be it so.But these 200 francs?"

"Here they are, and 200 more besides.See, I have sold my watch for 100 francs, and the guard and seals for 300.How fortunate that the ornaments were worth more than the watch.

Still the same story of superfluities! Now I think we are rich, since instead of the 114 francs we require for the journey we find ourselves in possession of 250.""But we owe something in this house?"

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