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第76章

She had lived on something that was connected with him, and she had consumed it in doing so.This person did not look unhappy.He was fair and well-preserved, perfectly dressed, mature and complete.As Catherine looked at him, the story of his life defined itself in his eyes; he had made himself comfortable, and he had never been caught.

But even while her perception opened itself to this, she had no desire to catch him; his presence was painful to her, and she only wished he would go.

"Will you not sit down?" he asked.

"I think we had better not," said Catherine.

"I offend you by coming?" He was very grave; he spoke in a tone of the richest respect.

"I don't think you ought to have come."

"Did not Mrs.Penniman tell you- did she not give you my message?""She told me something, but I did not understand.""I wish you would let me tell you- let me speak for myself.""I don't think it is necessary," said Catherine.

"Not for you, perhaps, but for me.It would be a great satisfaction-and I have not many." He seemed to be coming nearer; Catherine turned away."Can we not be friends again?" he asked.

"We're not enemies," said Catherine."I have none but friendly feelings to you.""Ah, I wonder whether you know the happiness it gives me to hear you say that!" Catherine uttered no intimation that she measured the influence of her words; and he presently went on, "You have not changed- the years have passed happily for you.""They have passed very quietly," said Catherine.

"They have left no marks; you are admirably young." This time he succeeded in coming nearer- he was close to her; she saw his glossy perfumed beard, and his eyes above it looking strange and hard.It was very different from his old- from his young- face.If she had first seen him this way she would not have liked him.It seemed to her that he was smiling, or trying to smile."Catherine," he said, lowering his voice, "I have never ceased to think of you.""Please don't say these things," she answered.

"Do you hate me?"

"Oh no," said Catherine.

Something in her tone discouraged him, but in a moment he recovered himself."Have you still some kindness for me, then?""I don't know why you have come here to ask me such things!"Catherine exclaimed.

"Because for many years it has been the desire of my life that we should be friends again.""That is impossible."

"Why so? Not if you will allow it."

"I will not allow it," said Catherine.

He looked at her again in silence."I see; my presence troubles you and pains you.I will go away; but you must give me leave to come again.""Please don't come again," she said.

"Never? Never?"

She made a great effort; she wished to say something that would make it impossible he should ever again cross her threshold."It is wrong of you.There is no propriety in it- no reason for it.""Ah, dearest lady, you do me injustice!" cried Morris Townsend.

"We have only waited, and now we are free.""You treated me badly," said Catherine.

"Not if you think of it rightly.You had your quiet life with your father- which was just what I could not make up my mind to rob you of.""Yes; I had that."

Morris felt it to be a considerable damage to his cause that he could not add that she had had something more besides; for it is needless to say that he had learned the contents of Doctor Sloper's will.He was, nevertheless, not at a loss."There are worse fates than that!" he exclaimed, with expression; and he might have been supposed to refer to his own unprotected situation.Then he added, with a deeper tenderness, "Catherine, have you never forgiven me?""I forgave you years ago, but it is useless for us to attempt to be friends.""Not if we forget the past.We have still a future, thank God!""I can't forget- I don't forget," said Catherine."You treated me too badly.I felt it very much; I felt it for years." And then she went on, with her wish to show him that he must not come to her this way, "I can't begin again- I can't take it up.Everything is dead and buried.It was too serious; it made a great change in my life.Inever expected to see you here."

"Ah, you are angry!" cried Morris, who wished immensely that he could extort some flash of passion from her calmness.In that case he might hope.

"No, I am not angry.Anger does not last that way for years.But there are other things.Impressions last, when they have been strong.But I can't talk."Morris stood stroking his beard, with a clouded eye."Why have you never married?" he asked, abruptly."You have had opportunities.""I didn't wish to marry."

"Yes, you are rich, you are free; you had nothing to gain.""I had nothing to gain," said Catherine.

Morris looked vaguely round him, and gave a deep sigh."Well, Iwas in hopes that we might still have been friends.""I meant to tell you, by my aunt, in answer to your message- if you had waited for an answer- that it was unnecessary for you to come in that hope.""Good-bye, then," said Morris."Excuse my indiscretion."He bowed, and she turned away- standing there, averted, with her eyes on the ground, for some moments after she had heard him close the door of the room.

In the hall he found Mrs.Penniman, fluttered and eager; she appeared to have been hovering there under the irreconcilable promptings of her curiosity and her dignity.

"That was a precious plan of yours!" said Morris, clapping on his hat.

"Is she so hard?" asked Mrs.Penniman.

"She doesn't care a button for me- with her confounded little dry manner.""Was it very dry?" pursued Mrs.Penniman, with solicitude.

Morris took no notice of her question; he stood musing an instant, with his hat on."But why the deuce, then, would she never marry?""Yes- why indeed?" sighed Mrs.Penniman.And then, as if from a sense of the inadequacy of this explanation, "But you will not despair- you will come back?""Come back? Damnation!" And Morris Townsend strode out of the house, leaving Mrs.Penniman staring.

Catherine, meanwhile, in the parlor, picking up her morsel of fancywork, had seated herself with it again- for life, as it were.

THE END

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