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第4章 ON THE MAKALOA MAT(4)

"'Be patient, Bella,' he would reply.'In a little while, in only a few years, those that scorn to sit at our table now, or sleep between our sheets, will be proud of an invitation--those of them who will not be dead.You remember how Stevens passed out last year--free-living and easy, everybody's friend but his own.The Kohala crowd had to bury him, for he left nothing but debts.Watch the others going the same pace.There's your brother Hal.He can't keep it up and live five years, and he's breaking his uncles' hearts.And there's Prince Lilolilo.Dashes by me with half a hundred mounted, able-bodied, roystering kanakas in his train who would be better at hard work and looking after their future, for he will never be king of Hawaii.He will not live to be king of Hawaii.'

"George was right.Brother Hal died.So did Prince Lilolilo.But George was not ALL right.He, who neither drank nor smoked, who never wasted the weight of his arms in an embrace, nor the touch of his lips a second longer than the most perfunctory of kisses, who was invariably up before cockcrow and asleep ere the kerosene lamp had a tenth emptied itself, and who never thought to die, was dead even more quickly than Brother Hal and Prince Lilolilo.

"'Be patient, Bella,' Uncle Robert would say to me.'George Castner is a coming man.I have chosen well for you.Your hardships now are the hardships on the way to the promised land.Not always will the Hawaiians rule in Hawaii.Just as they let their wealth slip out of their hands, so will their rule slip out of their hands.Political power and the land always go together.There will be great changes, revolutions no one knows how many nor of what sort, save that in the end the haole will possess the land and the rule.And in that day you may well be first lady of Hawaii, just as surely as George Castner will be ruler of Hawaii.It is written in the books.It is ever so where the haole conflicts with the easier races.I, your Uncle Robert, who am half-Hawaiian and half-haole, know whereof I speak.Be patient, Bella, be patient.'

"'Dear Bella,' Uncle John would say; and I knew his heart was tender for me.Thank God, he never told me to be patient.He knew.He wasvery wise.He was warm human, and, therefore, wiser than Uncle Robert and George Castner, who sought the thing, not the spirit, who kept records in ledgers rather than numbers of heart- beats breast to breast, who added columns of figures rather than remembered embraces and endearments of look and speech and touch.'Dear Bella,' Uncle John would say.He knew.You have heard always how he was the lover of the Princess Naomi.He was a true lover.He loved but the once.After her death they said he was eccentric.He was.He was the one lover, once and always.Remember that taboo inner room of his at Kilohana that we entered only after his death and found it his shrine to her.'Dear Bella,' it was all he ever said to me, but I knew he knew.

"And I was nineteen, and sun-warm Hawaiian in spite of my three- quarters haole blood, and I knew nothing save my girlhood splendours at Kilohana and my Honolulu education at the Royal Chief School, and my grey husband at Nahala with his grey preachments and practices of sobriety and thrift, and those two childless uncles of mine, the one with far, cold vision, the other the broken-hearted, for-ever-dreaming lover of a dead princess.

"Think of that grey house! I, who had known the ease and the delights and the ever-laughing joys of Kilohana, and of the Parkers at old Mana, and of Puuwaawaa! You remember.We did live in feudal spaciousness in those days.Would you, can you, believe it, Martha--at Nahala the only sewing machine I had was one of those the early missionaries brought, a tiny, crazy thing that one cranked around by hand!

"Robert and John had each given Husband George five thousand dollars at my marriage.But he had asked for it to be kept secret.Only the four of us knew.And while I sewed my cheap holokus on that crazy machine, he bought land with the money--the upper Nahala lands, you know--a bit at a time, each purchase a hard-driven bargain, his face the very face of poverty.To-day the Nahala Ditch alone pays me forty thousand a year.

"But was it worth it? I starved.If only once, madly, he had crushed me in his arms! If only once he could have lingered with me five minutes from his own business or from his fidelity to his employers!

Sometimes I could have screamed, or showered the eternal bowl of hot porridge into his face, or smashed the sewing machine upon the floor and danced a hula on it, just to make him burst out and lose his temper and be human, be a brute, be a man of some sort instead of a grey, frozen demi- god."Bella's tragic expression vanished, and she laughed outright in sheer genuineness of mirthful recollection.

"And when I was in such moods he would gravely look me over, gravely feel my pulse, examine my tongue, gravely dose me with castor oil, and gravely put me to bed early with hot stove-lids, and assure me that I'd feel better in the morning.Early to bed! Our wildest sitting up was nine o'clock.Eight o'clock was our regular bed-time.It saved kerosene.We did not eat dinner at Nahala--remember the great table at Kilohana where we did have dinner? But Husband George and I had supper.And then he would sit close to the lamp on one side the table and read old borrowed magazines for an hour, while I sat on the other side and darned his socks and underclothing.He always wore such cheap, shoddy stuff.And when he went to bed, I went to bed.No wastage of kerosene with only one to benefit by it.And he went to bed always the same way, winding up his watch, entering the day's weather in his diary, and taking off his shoes, right foot first invariably, left foot second, and placing them just so, side by side, on the floor, at the foot of the bed, on his side.

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