In a few days Miss Monro obtained a most satisfactory reply to her letter of inquiries as to whether a daily governess could find employment in East Chester.For once the application seemed to have come just at the right time.The canons were most of them married men,with young families;those at present in residence welcomed the idea of such instruction as Miss Monro could offer for their children,and could almost answer for their successors in office.
This was a great step gained.Miss Monro,the daughter of a precentor to this very cathedral,had a secret unwillingness to being engaged as a teacher by any wealthy tradesman there;but to be received into the canons'families,in almost any capacity,was like going home.Moreover,besides the empty honour of the thing,there were many small pieces of patronage in the gift of the Chapter--such as a small house opening on to the Close,which had formerly belonged to the verger,but which was now vacant,and was offered to Miss Monro at a nominal rent.
Ellinor had once more sunk into her old depressed passive state;Mr.
Ness and Miss Monro,modest and undecided as they both were in general,had to fix and arrange everything for her.Her great interest seemed to be in the old servant Dixon,and her great pleasure to lie in seeing him,and talking over old times;so her two friends talked about her,little knowing what a bitter,stinging pain her "pleasure"was.In vain Ellinor tried to plan how they could take Dixon with them to East Chester.If he had been a woman it would have been a feasible step;but they were only to keep one servant,and Dixon,capable and versatile as he was,would not do for that servant.All this was what passed through Ellinor's mind:it is still a question whether Dixon would have felt his love of his native place,with all its associations and remembrances,or his love for Ellinor,the stronger.But he was not put to the proof;he was only told that he must leave,and seeing Ellinor's extreme grief at the idea of their separation,he set himself to comfort her by every means in his power,reminding her,with tender choice of words,how necessary it was that he should remain on the spot,in Mr.
Osbaldistone's service,in order to frustrate,by any small influence he might have,every project of alteration in the garden that contained the dreadful secret.He persisted in this view,though Ellinor repeated,with pertinacious anxiety,the care which Mr.
Johnson had taken,in drawing up the lease,to provide against any change or alteration being made in the present disposition of the house or grounds.
People in general were rather astonished at the eagerness Miss Wilkins showed to sell all the Ford Bank furniture.Even Miss Monro was a little scandalized at this want of sentiment,although she said nothing about it;indeed justified the step,by telling every one how wisely Ellinor was acting,as the large,handsome,tables and chairs would be very much out of place and keeping with the small,oddly-shaped rooms of their future home in East Chester Close.None knew how strong was the instinct of self-preservation,it may almost be called,which impelled Ellinor to shake off,at any cost of present pain,the incubus of a terrible remembrance.She wanted to go into an unhaunted dwelling in a free,unknown country--she felt as if it was her only chance of sanity.Sometimes she thought her senses would not hold together till the time when all these arrangements were ended.But she did not speak to any one about her feelings,poor child;to whom could she speak on the subject but to Dixon?Nor did she define them to herself.All she knew was,that she was as nearly going mad as possible;and if she did,she feared that she might betray her father's guilt.All this time she never cried,or varied from her dull,passive demeanour.And they were blessed tears of relief that she shed when Miss Monro,herself weeping bitterly,told her to put her head out of the post-chaise window,for at the next turning of the road they would catch the last glimpse of Hamley church spire.
Late one October evening,Ellinor had her first sight of East Chester Close,where she was to pass the remainder of her life.Miss Monro had been backwards and forwards between Hamley and East Chester more than once,while Ellinor remained at the parsonage;so she had not only the pride of proprietorship in the whole of the beautiful city,but something of the desire of hospitably welcoming Ellinor to their joint future home.
"Look!the fly must take us a long round,because of our luggage;but behind these high old walls are the canons'gardens.That high-pitched roof,with the clumps of stonecrop on the walls near it,is Canon Wilson's,whose four little girls I am to teach.Hark!the great cathedral clock.How proud I used to be of its great boom when I was a child!I thought all the other church clocks in the town sounded so shrill and poor after that,which I considered mine especially.There are rooks flying home to the elms in the Close.Iwonder if they are the same that used to be there when I was a girl.
They say the rook is a very long-lived bird,and I feel as if I could swear to the way they are cawing.Ay,you may smile,Ellinor,but Iunderstand now those lines of Gray's you used to say so prettily -"I feel the gales that from ye blow.
